4.6.09

Did you ever feel...just...weird?

That's how I feel these days. Maybe I've having another heart attack or stroke. I dunno. I don't especially feel sick, but at the same time I don't feel well either. Perhaps it's depression. I suggested that to my shrink the other day and he thought I was feeling weird because I wasn't taking my meds first thing in the morning like I'm supposed. I tried that this morning and it's more of the same. I'm not stressed or anxious about anything special. Maybe it's because I'm off all my pain meds. I have pain, but I also can now recite the alphabet and do more than simple household tasks--which I was unable to when drugged up.

I'm broken. Is there a doctor in the house?

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